hmm.. todae is quite a gd start.. loL.. holidays r juz nxt monday so happi!!! keke.. hmmm.. now doing my work later going down town shuang!!! mi need get alot stuffs 4 my ophir trip sia.. haiZ.. waste so much money on juz tis expedition.. edn later tonite got wedding dinner my cousin.. haiZ.. c pple married like so xing fu sia... will my tt day ever come?? will i hv a tt day?? do reallie miss him.. but ya if he is mine God will mke him come bk to mi as a new person de.. but if he is not mine he will never be le lorx.. trying to occupy myself lately so tt i will not think or miss him.. but often i cant every sec his image our memories will enter my mind.. wonder does he ever tink of mi n miss mi at all.. wonder how he is lately le.. haiZ.. noe i shld 4get e past aft how harsh he had been to mi like my ex.. but haiz.. i m one who alwaz lose le den regret.. duno wad m i doing.. but as i sae i will try to pull myself up de.. with so mani frends support n concern .. But ya he will alwaz be on my mind .. till i found another.. will not end at him de.. though i did tld him b4 tt if der a day i brk up with him, i will nv find another he will be my last one.. it may be true 4 the next few years as i m reallie afraid n tink tt i m not suitable to hv a guy... aniwae ya will alwaz pray 4 him n wish him happi alwaz lorx..
wahz kaoz mi getting fatter sia i scared man.. LoL... yeah go kbox... sat go bukit timah hill.. sun go cycling with zixun again.. yeah so active surely can shou dwn one.. haha...
kk man mi go do my stuffs le.. buaiZ........................................

Haha.. finsih changing my blog skin le... Nice nice?? lolZ...so proud of my work sia.. buT got some tings not nice.. den cant seem to get it rite lehZ the table.. haha.. but aniwae still quite proud of my work.. hmMm.. tings hv to be back to my proper life rite haha!! k man will keep tis updated got to do my work le ciaoZ!!!

wahZ... 1 week plus nv update liao.. haha lazy horx mi... LolZ... sianz sianZ.. tiS bloG site name has change le nice???!! haha.. ya the attitude mi... buT got character k... lOlZ... aniwae tis is juZ mi loRx....yuPZ... will change skin soon i promise.. but lazy la at e moment haha.. stupid blog sia.. cnt put picts cnt put songs.. problematic man..
Hows life 4 mi recently?! Oh greAt so damN busi... tMl my last paper.. den fri i pOn sch go kbox... haha been going kbox at least once a week.. den maybe tis sun go meet my gd frend zixun go cycling again keke..
wahZ mi been eating alot recently sia.. muz realli go excercise.. hols start nxt tues.. but half of it will be taken awae by my sch activities... sianZ... -__-" k man i change skin c e blog nice nice den start update again k... at e moment wait hoRx...!!

hmm... gettIng rather sicK of writing bloG liao.. weLL liFe without him still hv to go own.. tink i hv to be bk to my type of life which is before may 25th... may 25th seems ages ago.. yeahZ tt was e day i went steady with him.. A fabulous guy indeed.. ( shen shen qi qi shen shen qi qi de bu dong lao shi ).. he alwaz sae tis to mi.. alwaz wana qiang with mi to be The Special One.. brought to mi lots of joys.. but so sad we cant handle our downs to mke tis relationship last long... yest was reading the past msgs i sent him den did i realize how sarcastic n mean n unreasonable i had alwaz been to him.. He sae tt i was the one 4 him.. I felt this way too... but ya.. as it comes bk to the point, if he is the one God had plan 4 mi he will eventually come bk to my side.. n if tt is e case our relationship wld be beta as we come to realize how painful it is of losing one another. However if it is the other case that he do not come back then it also means that God had made it this way and forcing will never lead to any happines, and of course that time I will just wish him all his best le lorx...

Have you ever notice the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them
When the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them???
You can't make someone love you.. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to the person to realize your worth..
Don't be too good. I will miss you,
Don't be too caring. I might like you.
Don't be too sweet. I might fall for you.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all
Treasure the one you loves you!! It's not easy to find a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere heart
Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you,
it probably hurts the person too.
I have hurt my nan ren alot.. If I have these words with Mi.. I would not have to suffer now.. I don't think I will want to commit myself into anymore relationship for I am really hurt and I guess he will be in my heart for as long as I live........

i reallie veri sad.. life without him is so weird... but i.. haiZ.. i realli duno wad to do.. will not update thus blog 4 e time being...

sian... so sian to update the blog... *yawnZ* veri tired sia... yest do my PT cnt mke it sia.. after running have to climb the 12 level flight of stairs.. haiZ... duno lahZ.. sian tt this week the grooming class on sat shit man!! i got my bukit timah hike den lidat how to go.. gRrrR... FreaK man cheat my $$$ so shiT!! arGGHhhh freaking pissed... sian type here oso sian ... my life completely damn sian... tt ben nan ren sheesh ask him update my blog he nv update.. SHIT.. i gif up on him man.. totally gif up...!

*yaWnZ*.. veri tirEd nehZ.... still quite pain frm the sun burn.. haha mi eating while typing.. today need stay bk frm meeting.. duno until wad time n shld i go home eat, or wad... haiz todae got sci test.. mi quite scared.. haiz... kk la.. oso duno wad 2 sae.. tok later bahz...

LonG timE nV upDatE blog liao.. went 4 kayaking during the weekends.. i m realli veri tired.. *sobz* yawnZ.. not onli tt i m still burn u noe.. veri freaking burn.. yest was worst not onli my skin was red.. my eyes were red oso.. scary sia.. but ya lorx... i m still veri pain now.. feeling externally hot and internally cold.. the skin on the face like so dry n cracky .. haben start to peel yet though... sheesh
4 the next few weeks or mths or i shld sae the whole year i will be damn busi.. arGhhh... how.....?!! i need $$... haha.. nan ren at the moment u hv to yang mi liao... coz i nv work no $$ woRX... aniwae hope he dun overtire himself coZ he working alot.. oso hope tt aft 3 mths of brk when he go bk sch he can work beta and not slacker...
haIZ.. i lidat so active... duno can slim down anot sia.. hoho.. hope so man.. *winkS*
kk go do my work le... keep tis updated ciaoZZZZZZZZ!!

hmM.. mI juZ finish mY lessOn.. ALso jUZ finisH my Game.. My VB tesT just finish.. ha!! suX la i duno how do the 2nd page.. sheesh.. dUnO caN mkE It anoT haIZ.. arGGhHHH.... heck care le... *soBZ* my life ah.. oso nuthinG mucH.. lIFe is stIll the same borinG.. haiX... sianZ.. same routine.. busi but boring..
mi reallI wanA learn how play piano.. love the pachelbel canon song alot sia... haiZ.. yeSt went out with my eco camp member.. then we past by a piano shop then he went in play songs 4 mi cooL sia.. BuT he was rather nervous coZ got the salesman nxt to him c him plaY, buT reGardless so iT was StiLl vERi cOoL n niCe sia.. hOw i wish i can learn oso.. buT he 4get how play the pachelbel canon.. den he sae he go home practise nxt time play 4 mi.. haha! i oso wana learn... arggHHh..
Now waiting to go for my chinese orchestra meeting.. aft tt den go home slack liao.. tml no test.. buT is basic sci.. mY o level english goNa starT le.. reaL scarEd sia.. HaiZ... ThiS feW dayS noT beeN tokiNg mUch To naN ren.. he Too buSI 4 mi le.. siGh.. i dunO.... waD caN i Sae.. he keEp on woRking de.. die le la.. mi this sat cnt work haben tell manager.. I m gonA get It sIa... hAiZ... kK i OSo duNo waD to sAe le..AniWae ciaoZ...!!!

haha Mi ChanGe mY bLog liao maN.. oK lahZ quiTe proUd oF iT... At E moMenT... NiCE NiCe??? hAha serEne sori ah.. u pUt in sO muCh eFFORT deN i cHanGe It... jEeZ... aniWaE kk MaN goT to GeT dowN wiTh mY woRk LiAoZ... ciaOZ!!