its tiring, very tiring when your family comes into the picture of you n me. i love u, im used to ur lifestyle, used to the way u behave, used to the way u think, used to the way u r. but when ur family comes into the picture, the beautiful clear bright picture starts fading away, starts fading gray. certainly u haf to stand at ur family's side, no denial, and nothing much i can do.

it is difficult to be with ur family for so many so many reasons. when haf they accepted pple for the way they r? when haf they considered tht pple express themselves differently? when can they not read deep into pple's words and actions n start judging others? why do they haf to consider that everyone seems to be going against them? and so what if pple do? how much can u prevent? how much can u stop?

i trust ur family, tell them things that i know, share things i've heard. but in e end what i've shared im being used against. dont u think that in ur family eyes nothing seems gd n true nothing and no one else is worth any praise except ur own family?

i wan to stay away from ur house, from ur family. its too tiring. no matter how hard i try, no matter how much effort i put in, there is alwaz things that are being brought up to u that goes against me. i dowana tire u out with such things too. so the only way is to stay awayyy..........