a point where i haf no mood for anything and anyone.. the feeling of emptiness.. this is not right.. yes its restlessness...

i yearn to hear and speak and see a person.. tht person is not u.. but someone else... y is this so.. this is not right.. so not right...

get me out of this shit now!!

I wana ask you out for a movie... or to c dexter.. i dun feel like hanging out with anyone except u.. sighs..

when can i get over this whole thingg...

Seeing you come online.. Yet I know I can't talk to you in case we can't move on with our life hurts..

I will talk to you soon.. Cause I miss Dexter seriously.. sighs..

Reality starts to set in tonight..

My tears start dropping after 2 days from the separation.. it's a 6 yrs relationship..

probably we didn't build our relationship on God's words..

we didn't grow together in His name..

we start to drift away from Him.. that we lose our focus and gets twined into the worldly stuffs..

what m i to do with the stuffs u given me?

what m i to do with the photos on my table.. in my comp.. in my wallet..

u r everywhere.. even when i eat.. places i go... things we do together... it has started to come back..

u told me .. we can nvr be together again once we end this.. i understand what u mean as we shared this mutual understanding.. im sori... sori for disappointing u n ur parents..

i miss u darling... i miss calling u dardar n mr muackmuack.. i reallie miss u alot.. but i ended this.. so wad can i sae..

-materialistic gal..