Happy 2 Years 9 Mths Anniversary... (Based on the tym here is September 1st: 12.45am)

TT is how long we have been together.. n how much obstacles n quarrels we have went thru...

was toking to my church teacher juz now.. n she told mi bout her view of william.. n sae tt im sumtymz realli "bad" the way i treat n speak to william.. haha.. m i? i dun wan to tke william darling forgranted.. i noe he realli luvs mi alot.. by the way all his frenz tell mi, my church frenz, my church teacher.. wad do i hv to worry n tink bout? prob bcz tings r so stable... he wan to be EVEN more stable n keep asking me that QUESTION!

-sigh- tis is the umpteen tyms.. but today as i was PMS-ing n he hint such a quest without even asking the quest i shoot him off... i told my church teacher n she was luffing.. she sae william is a veri simple homely boy.. veri easily contented n everything... i AGREE half.. coz i tink is he dun like to think.. he likes to avoid... BUT i m not lidat, i tink alot alot... tt y mi n him alwaz got conflicts... but i hv to learn to understand him..

hmmm... i guess i shld be contented with wad i hv.....

-Lord designed each pple with different lifes, thus I M SPECIAL

PMS-ing again? i guessed so.. -sigh-

aniwae tmr nite, me wenyan, tony and clarence.. duno kathy wana come ma.. we going down to town in the nite.. wana go to the tower that will shoot fire every 1/2 hr.. angie sae nothing one veri boring.. but mel, perlyn all sae veri nice.. priya sae veri warm to stand under there.. wadeva it is i wana go.. at least hv an experience.. n aniwae tony driving us there ma.. haha.. then he sae aft that he will being us to Laigon Street where there is alot of Italian food there... cafes, pubs and everything.. i wonder how exciting it would be on a friday nite in city.. haha!

aniwae... today i went to lab to plot out my results... n when i was plotting i realize the standards were all OFF! the damn albumin assay, muz hv expired la.. my TUESDAY whole day effort is GONE.. n when i go tell my supervisor, she came over n tke a look, she sae yeah everything is wrong.. the whole experiment failed bcz the standards already failed... -sigh-... nvm, i tot re-do then re-do.. but in my heart i already start thinking whether i still have urine samples to do... the nxt moment my supervisor ask mi.. where were the diluted urine samples.. then i was tinking i tot u asked mi throw awae.. so i answered i threw awae... OMG the nxt moment she was standing up and ask mi where i throw n everything... n she ask the lab personnel where the yellow bag was n she actually went to find the thrown awae yellow bag... n soon she came back.. lucky can find sia.. -whew- she was actually quite panicky n everything.. n i totally understand how she feel.. coz if i dun hv enuf urine samples to do the experiment my whole experiment is like GONE.. i cant ask the mice to pee again.. coz there is a timeline.. like every 3 mths i need to collect the pee... aniwae she said sori to mi.. n sae the urine was precious tt y she reacted tt way.. then i sae its ok i understand too..
aniwae wadeva it is.. luckily i managed to retrieve the diluted urine samples, in case my main urine stock dont hv much left.. luckily i start doing my statistics today n realize the mistake.. if i did it tmr.. i tink the yellow bag will be incinerated...

wad a day..


-wads wrng.....-

it wasnt a lie.. juz something tt happened.. haha.. a HUGE secret i eva need to keep... OTHERWISE... i will DIE.. haha... wad a JOKE... ok beta not sae much otherwise darling will kill mi 4 tt.. n he wont wana tok to mi 4eva he sae... n he was DARN SERIOUS bout it... but tink bout it.. i duno y his reaction muz be so big.. NO BIG DEAL WAD I FEEL... sigh guys r juz guys....

hmm.. i juz finish lab.. so fast la.... supervisor ask mi to start tmr morning.. not 2day.. coz its new equipments i m using.. thus i need supervision.. but no one is free today.. so start tmr.. gd ting though... tonite i need finish my seminar essay.. -_- then tmr i will do my lab report (3)...

i finish tis morn paper... few quest tt got mi quite confused... prob i m stupid.. duno how ans such quest.. unlike wenyan who is so smart.. she was so sure of the answer, saying that it is confirm right.. how i admire her.. she is alwaz so sure n full of herself tt wadeva she sae or do WILL and alwaz MUST be right.. y m i so stupid.. :( -tooty me- sigh.. wenyan.... gif mi ur brains... ur way of shi du shu (memorizing) la... i m so dumb cant memorize shit... haix... *tsktsk*

aniwae.. i m happi tt the mid-sem exam is over.. so from now on.. ASSIGNMENTS CHIONG-ing tym... i m sad.. angie n wenyan dun wana go karaoke... but I WANA go SING! i wana go look look at the KTV here... will Tony go check out the prices first..............................................?????

ok i need go fetch angie n kathy from HUP lecture le.. haha ciaoz!

-all the best to my frenz taking HUP mid-sem paper tmr.. =) u guys can do It! JIA YOU!

y LIE when somehow, someway i will find out the TRUTH... its no big deal.. BUT FREAKING HELL I WAN THE TRUTH~!

-F*** oFF!

juz came back from MRS... n i received 2 gifts from darling.. its all his gift from Thailand... lOlx..






















My favorite mashi maro character last tym... now i c it i still find it so cutttteee.. =)


























n a keychain engraved with my name.. =) darling sae he got one exactly the same with his name too..

i m a happi gal... since i m uploading pict i wan upload a pict of myself... a cap i bought long long ago... haha~

ok.. enuf said.. i feel like taking a nap again... hmm or maybe i should update my lab book...

darling is tired today n he dun wana tok to mi 2nite.. :(

i m sitting right in front of the window yet i didnt realize it has been raining till now.. the farni ting here is that when it rains there is no raindrop on the window... UNLESS it is realli heavy...

hmm today i watch finish the Goong show le.. so touching.. n finally i found the OST on DC++ haha.. so happi Kathy.. =) its been long since i went onto msn.. so i went juz now n i tok to my younger bro... it seems he is STARTING to be anxious for his Olevel... n he is studying hard.. o well i do HOPE he performs well.... then he told mi my cousin daniel is coming to stay over at our place for 2 nites.. n since my room is empty my cousin will be sleeping in my room.. hmm wad can i sae my dear cousin.. haha i cant possibly mke him slp in the living room rite.. i cnt be so bad... den the funny ting is.. my younger bro desmond ask mi eh u wan mi to keep all e photos of u n ur bf in e room ma.. or u wan mi to put it face dwn... den i like ar?? 4 wad man!! tt is my room la so juz leave everything as it is.. haha.. so farni..~

sometimes life is so an irony... sometyms is beta to keep mum... how can 1 eva be loved by everyone w/o being hate, tt is simply impossible, when such a perfect God like Jesus was also hated by mani.. whats more can one expect...


-its so scary to know wad one is thinking-

i came to realize once again.... no one is perfect... either u accept or dun... if dun... too bad, JUZ MOVE ON~


-i aint perfect... but STILL i loathe show-offffffsssss-

*dreads*

apparently its only when i read pple's blog do i hv e motivation to start writing my blog.. n yes ariff i will try to update more.. nothing interesting in my life la... days r juz lidat filled with loads of work to do..
yestd i was tinking whether to go snow-ski on the 26th of Aug which i veri much want to go.. but i hv an exam on the 28th of aug.. a huge decision i hv to mke i feel.. but aniwae my last decision would be tt i wana go.. i wana c snow.. since young i hv nv been to ani cold country... :( so i realli wana c snow.. at e same tym do a sport tt i nv tried b4... i wana try mani other sports too.. like sky-diving tt william wana do too.. n bungee jump!! haha... so exciting.. hope i wont hv to wait till too old b4 i can play.. lolz..
today played monopoly with kathy priya, and angie... haha... we play till so sian coz wana rush home.. so kathy first got out of e match.. then angie.. then mi n priya were last n the $$ dun seem to go off 4 mi.. finally realize it was 930pm n oops beta start going home coz i hv a lit review to hand up tml.. my 2nd draft...
toking bout tt i guessed i shld end my entry here... i wana go edit my lit review le...

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i noe i can dun tok to u.. but when i noe u r juz there i juz wana tok to u... -sigh-
i m glad to hv u by my side alwaz n tt u noe tt i need lots of care n concern.. -thank u-
i thank u 4 bringing mi back to the right path n supported me when i deviated..
i noe u luv mi alot n i m afraid i may start to tke u forgranted..

i luv u darling.. n i noe thru all these while we hv grown in our relationship, the trust, the understanding n everything.. n how we luf when we tink back of our relationship when we first started the words u mention to mi n i mention to u.. seems so childish... -smirk-

i luv all e tings i hv now...

i will n wana LUV God..

we will be blessed by God..

we will hold hand in hand supporting one another n nv leave Him in wadeva tt comes..

=)