Wednesday, June 21, 2006 {♥} 9:52 PM
sigh.. exams were over 2 days ago.. been shopping n everything.. was happi bout coming bck... but aft wad my bf tell mi yestd i hv been in a depressant mood.. i hope tt in e end everything will be fine.. -sigh- dun wana mentioned much too.. last nite in aussie b4 i go back singapore tmr.. no matter wad i muz still cherish e 3 wks i hv in singapore b4 i come bck n study all over again..
i m afraid i m not able to do well 4 my exams.. coz i realli anihow do.. -sigh- hope all the 14th of JUly when the results r out it will not be a damn disappointment for mi n my parents n everyone who pinned hopes 4 mi...

Clarissa is veri emotional n depress today....

Wednesday, June 14, 2006 {♥} 10:41 AM
2 papers down!!!
hurray 2 papers r down! i left with 1 paper - human pathology nxt monday.. then aft tt paper 3 days later i be going home.. HOME SWEET HOME... juz nice on the day when i m going home.. There is a match Japan vs Brazil! whoa! so happening n exciting~ lalalala.. =) n i can watch it.. it will be 3am in the morning.. i ask my dad yestd whether william can come our hse watch together.. n he sae ok y not.. hee~ HAPPENING! i hv my darling to accompany me on the 1st nite i m back.. yeah... then i also told my daddy i wan packed fried hokkien noodle from the coffee shop at the front of my hse when i m coming home tt nite.. he luf n asked mi y i wana eat tt.. n i simply sae i MISSED it lo.. :) den i told my darling too.. he sae he will go geylang n da bao for mi you tiao n soya bean from the you tiao da wang... even if it turns soggy n wadsoeva i will still wana eat it.. its been 4mths plus since i touch ani singapore food.. yeah supper accompanying my soccer match.. whee...
aniwae.. yeah. yestd paper was not a nice one.. i dun tink it is good at all! depressing but i cant turn bck tym but to work harder for the coming up paper... past few days were so stressful... been slping for like 3-5 hrs each day which was not my usual habit n self.. n till yestd angie told mi sae tt my complexion has deteoriated n guessed tt i need some slp.. n there i go I HAD a grt slp yestd nite.. slept from 130am till juz now 12pm! didnt noe it was so late, till the lawn mower downstairs start mowing n wke mi up.. -_- lolx.. angie is still slping now.. wenyan i tink she woke up damn early.. she dont slp late de.. n coz i m so tired i missed my brazil match tt i m supposed to watch n 530am juz now! sheesh~ tot priya wana watch n call mi to wke up.. but juz now i called her she sae she didnt go watch so nv call mi.. coz she need study for her neurobio exam later... on monday when there was japan vs Aust match i watch online the scoreboard n monitor it.. cant go dwn n watch coz on tues which was yestd i had a paper.. so muz study, but coz its my japan i cant hlp to watch it... was so angry n pissed when aust scored 3 goals in the last 8or 10mins.. prob i made a lot of noise n disturb my housmate or wad.. so sori.. keke.. but too exciting la.. ooPs.. aniwae yeah...
darling told mi a sad ting last nite... he is sad.. i m sad... hope we can get it over n tink on e bright side tt God has His reasons... yes He has a reason....
I cant wait to c my family, my darling, his family, my CUTECUTE (*grinx*), jasmine, grace, zixun, my other sec sch guy frenz who r in NS n hopefully i can meet up with, serene, gary, n maybe jm n rich, my church people, my mac frenz, n whoeva i hv a date with but missed out...
I M COMING HOME - COUNTDOWN: 8 more days!

Monday, June 05, 2006 {♥} 4:06 PM
1 Paper Down!
hurray, 1 paper is down n 3 more papers to go withnin 14days! nxt week will be real bad.. monday physiology n tuesday BMS3011.. Lord I pray 4 tym management.... aniwae.. I juz cant wait 4 all to be over...
Today's paper.. MCQ was a breeze.. HOWEVER i got brain dead during the short answer ... -sigh- but i did answer all e points.. except for one tooty quest.. no matter how much tym u gif mi i also wont noe e ans... coz i nv realli study tt lecture.. -__- aniwae... hopefully overall I will still do well.. pray God will bless my results...
Clarissa got to work hard... no such ting as DON'T KNOW.... AIM!!! HIGH DISTINCTION!!!
I dont't want to fall too hard.. I am afraid.. But I am of no control... God guide me the way u want me to be.. Let me rely on u.. coz I gif myself to u.....

Thursday, June 01, 2006 {♥} 1:35 PM
sumtymz i cant hlp but to compare with others who has more frenz.. but shasha is right it is painful to count how mani frenz u hv.. bcz u r onli making urself tink more n blah blah blah.. i m grateful to God that whereever I am n walked I alwaz have at least a TRUE frend to accompany me in each phase of my life....

In pri sch: Jenalyn though I no longer keep in touch with her anymore but she was a gd fren where we can talk on e phone even when we r bathing in the toilet.. Amazing? haha yeah.. n her dad wans me to be her god-daughter... :)

In Sec sch: the most complicating phase in my life.. but i hv a grp of clique.. Zixun, Grace, Jasmine, Siew Kee, YingYing n pauline.. though my bossom frend is zixun whom i missed her so much even when i m here... our clique has mani conflicts but still we enjoy each other companion n str-forwardness in the days in sec sch..

In JC: it was realli a short phase juz 3 mths.. but i had 2 close frenz.. n my odac buddies.. tt i hanged out often with... they changed me alot making mi to be more active n 2 control my temper more...

In poly: though classes change every semester.. but I have a close frend serene.. who noes veri much about mi.. n sum1 who share the same thoughts as mi sumtymx.. n is alwaz willing to be there to hear mi out n hlp me in my sch work... even up till now.. den i also hv my ALC buddies whom I gone thru much adventures with them n they are a funny bunch of pple to hang out with although they alwaz like to suan mi.. miss them sumtymz still...

n now over here in MOnash uni: I have karen in sch who accompanies me n i m nv alone.. she gif s me lifts when i need go grocery shopping n bring mi arnd to the diff places.. traveling is so much easier with her... keke.. =) n i hv all my church buddies right here.. david, shasha, rachel, dom, janice n alicia etc.. also all my rp mates who stays with me n arnd me, n understand me 2..

i m nv alone.. n i shall nv be coz not onli do i have all these pple stated above accompanying mi in my life.. I have my family, my bf, his family n frenz... n finally sum1 who is alwaz keeping watch of me tt is God... I m grateful... wad more can i ask 4... I believe whereever i go, whereever I am i shld cherish e pple arnd mi.. n I am thankful to them...

I have now got to work hard n study hard... cant disappoint any1 out there who supports me n dun wana c mi fall... I will, I shall, n I can with God's guidance.............................

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