Saturday, May 27, 2006 {♥} 11:51 AM
breakdown in communication is the SCARIEST thing.......

Friday, May 26, 2006 {♥} 9:11 PM
alright.. i shall update 1 last tym b4 my exam.. will not do ani updates till exams r over..
first like to say.. I had a great dinner just now each of us made something, i made konnyaku jelly, angie open a butter chicken soup tt taste like INDIAN CURRY.. -goodness- then she bought longan for dessert.. then mel made pasta tt she tink was bad but i tink was ok.. how bad can pasta taste.. den had fried fish balls from kathy n priya brought grilled barbecue chicken wings, golden mushroom with fried tofu which was the best dish i guess.. n also tis dish tt we all made together from wad we can find.. capsicum with minced chicken n mushroom n taco seasoning with mozerella cheese.. so rojak yet it tasted great too.. haha! .. recently i hv realli gd meals n i m growing fat.. -sigh- juz as i m bout to go bck singapore n i m growing fat.. n juz last week or wad.. david in chruch commented tt i hv slim dwn compared to e friendster photos.. contradicting.. but NOW i DECLARE i m fat... -_-
hmm.. yeah nxt week onwards will be start of study week.. i m gona study smart.. God says u reap wad u sow... so even if i have God's guidance doesn't mean i no need to work hard Clarissa Khoo... *rolling eyes* haha.. aniwae yeah... got e idea from karen to plan a timetable n i realize how tight my schedule is.. pray hard for a SPONGEY brain... why?! coz i hv so mani tings to put in!!!


Lord.. I pray to u tt tis period of time I can realli study hard n memorize n understand everything I need to do b4 i sit on the exam seat each time.. Let me rely on U n not myself... coz I m a nobody.....

Motto: I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me. Philipians 1:14

Wednesday, May 10, 2006 {♥} 4:05 PM
ScrewEd BMS 3021 Mid-sem MCQ.. =(
I tot i could get awae with it just like my HUP Mid-sem.. but i m wrng.. this teaches me a lesson.. I have to really work harder.. lucky it was only 10% n not wad i expect of 20%... but still CLARISSA gona work harder..
now i going chiong my lit review coz it belongs to my BMS 3021 and it weighs 10% just like the MCQ exam..


-=Time to WAKE UP=-



Lord, giv mi the strength to continue to study.. Give me the wisdom and knowledge I need to memorize and understand each day work.. Give me the 100% concentration for my lectures.. Make me to be organized to plan my time well, and utilized it efficiently.. Lord.. make me never be complacent nor to give up hope.. n finally Lord.. I show gratitude to u tt 4 thru this u make me learn that I am not studying the right way.. show mi the right way Lord to glorify ur name..

the way william dardar ask mi about how i m sumtymz is juz so........ erm.. how shld i sae...... instead of asking mi how i m.. he asked mi ani problems today u wana share? so tooty!~ lolx.. mke it seem like i alwaz complain to him my days.. -_- but still i wana thx my darling for hearing mi everyday... n alwaz luving n supporting me.. he noes me best.. haha!~
sigh tis week is hectic.. luckily i finished my lit review during the april holidays... however i hv a presentation tis friday tt i haven start! n then i need hand in my statistics result tmr to my co-supervisor... + my final editted lit review.. my supervisor is real nice.. she hlp mi edit my lit review twice! hm.. mani sae my supervisor is "stupid" to hlp mi edit.. BUT.. if she wan edit den edit lo.. u expect me go tell her sae "oh, pls dun edit 4 mi... coz u r not supposed to do so" its like so toot la! -_-!!
i wonder.. when can i get my sleep again... I saw dark circles around my eyes yestd... when i go back singapore i wan go bodyshop get eye concealer le... tot i no need use it 4 my entire life.. guess i m wrng le zixun.. =(
oKie.. need to log off to go 4 a last lecture.. aft 1 I M GOING HOME TO SLEEP! *yawnz*

Monday, May 08, 2006 {♥} 11:23 AM
WHO AM I?
I AM CLARISSA KHOO!
NO ONE & NOTHING CAN BEAT ME DOWN!

Sunday, May 07, 2006 {♥} 11:58 AM
I am a blessed girl.. thank u Lord.. now i noe everything tt happens it will turn out good... Yesterday i was hesitating to attend bible study or not.. will it take up a lot of my time... But i told myself that even back in singapore I also attend the bible study youth group after service... So just give it a go.. Moreover from the start I came here I already told myself tt I wont stop attending church n going for youth group n bible study... however I did not attend youth group n bible study till tis week... youth group on friday was great! now i get to noe the youths beta.. n some r juz so irritating.. loLx.. then there r so mani gossips in the youths too! haha so interesting!~ then today i went for bible study it was on the book of Joshua... somehow or rather i was veri interactive in class juz like i was back in my youth group in singapore n i luv it.. feel so hyper now! the bible study wasnt long..! it ended like at 1220? yer... actually there is a choir aft tt.. i m now tinking whether to join not... just feel like joining to serve God.. the performance is on 3rd of June.. not sure to join.. but i shall just pray...
aniwae also veri happening now my life haha.. tis cuming friday rachael might be coming to stay over at my place... gossip time!~ then sat morning we going to make shepard's pie together.. then we will go over patrick house for our potluck session... then the following saturday is alicia's bdae party... it seems happening!~ her theme is glow in the dark.. so we expected to wear white to glow.. coz she is going to rent fluorescent tubes... then she going to have her own deejay... then she sae she might be renting those disco "colourful balls" that will keep rotating n there mani colours coming out! i cant imagine wad else she is going to do.. its her 21st bdae so it muz be damn HAPPENING... n tis will be my first bdae party i m attending in australia.. so it is a sure go! woo~ but with all these coming up.. means i muz study hard n no more slacking 4 mi animore... Lord.. let mi hv a proper time management~
today richard n his wife came to pick me up... they are such a nice compatible couple.. husband handsome.. wife so fair n pretty.. n i seriously tell u THEY r so nice! i wana be like them nxt tym.. to offer rides to pple who need n wadsoeva... I wana be helpful like them! aft bible study dey were supposed to stay back for choir.. but they sent mi home.. on the way.. they ask mi whether i wana do grocery shopping.. they can bring mi to clayton which is between the church n my hostel.. so i sae it is ok like so mafan for wad.. but the wife sae it was ok coz she can get some stuffs too... then yer i went grocery shopping with onli 10bucks! like i sure noe not enuf.. so they brought mi to tis chinese grocery market which some of the tings r so so damn cheap like singapore! n i try to cut dwn on the tings tt i get since i onli got 10bucks.. however i c everything so cheap so i get a little of everything then i was like over by 90cents... but richard noe i was short of $$ so he pass mi 50bucks.. then i sae no need so much 20bucks will do since he doesn have 10.. so yah.. den i gave him back 15bucks.. so nxt week when i c him i will pay him or his wife the other 5bucks.. yer .. but i drop 2bucks in his car.. duno where it is.. cant find.. :( but nvm... yer.. they r so compatible n loving n sweet.. ewwwwwww.... so envy... will my dardar be like him so nice to his wife.. so cute also... hee~
aniwae i m juz so happi.. happi blessed clarissa ....!~

Friday, May 05, 2006 {♥} 5:12 PM
sigh even though i noe my test today is a gone.. i m not extremely sad... is it becz i c everyone sad like me... or isit bcz i m too cant be bothered or wad?? i duno... i juz noe tt i tried all i can... but everything i studied didnt come out.. n i feel so screwed tis morn... :( damn i beta not fail this module man.. i tot i luv it.. but now i hv second thoughts coz i m not performing at all.. -sigh-


it is damn freezing cold now.. making me so tired... i hv finally finish tis week physiology test... well nxt ting i m going to chiong is my editing of my lit review.. n to compile my lab results for the project.. STATISTICS again! damn.... y tis year i m stuck with doing statistics with the damn excel sheet! -sheesh- den nxt fri i got physiology presentation n tt it for my physiology till the end of semester examination...


heard tt next monday physio mini poster results will be out.. i m afraid.. juz got the feeling i screw it up.. n it might be as bad as mi report results... sigh.. juz dun fail pls........ -sigh-




clarissa is just going to tke one step at a tym.... one step by one step..... Lord pls bless a gal like me....

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 {♥} 3:35 PM
HAPPY DAY!
Finally after so long.. my "efforts" has paid off... i got back my Human Pathology Mid-Sem exam and I got 24/30.. that is JUST NICE a HIGH DISTINCTION.. thanks God for your blessings... When I finished I really thought it was a GONE case.. n i realli mean GONE case.. I feel so screwed up especially when I compared answers with my peers.... whew.. so I muz say it is really God's blessing.. thank God 4 ur guidance... Hopefully my BMS3021 mid-sem exam will be good too.. I cant wait for it to be out at the same time.. I am afraid to see it...

Clarissa mustn be too complacent, I screwed up my physiology report.. so I must buck up for my mid-sem Practical exam this friday... cant wait for it to end.. but i haven really studied.. cause I don't know how to...! sheesh how i wish was like RP open book or comp test... :(

todaY i hv officially started buying groceries for myself... n i realize 1 hr to buy everything I need is SO SO SO impossible... hmm.. i c who n when sum1 wans go BoxHill n i will sure TAG along... coz that is e place i noe how to walk n buy.. the place I go today Springvale is also another Asian paradise... BUT ah.. too many to c le... not enuf tym... so i onli m able grab wad i can c which is quite sad... cant wait 4 nxt grocery shopping.. I wonder should I tag along with mel n pearlyn tis sat coz they going boxhill to cut hair.. shld i go there buy my grocery or shld I juz wait till i realli no food? -i wonder-

aniwae... I hv found my comfortable way to study n live here... n i muz slp early everynite otherwise i b moody n sian... otehrwise my tis stupid brain wont concentrate during lectures if i dun slp enuf... n aniwae... my tis weak body cant stay up late at nite.. my close frenz shld noe.. coz i get grumpy when i stay out late with them.. lol... n also my eyes start to blur.... so nothing goes into me n i cant study.. SO means I have to realli concentrate when I am awake... think tis is wad God wans me to do.. otherwise y does He give me such a body tt shows me such "problems" -smirks-

Monday, May 01, 2006 {♥} 10:57 AM
HAPPY LABOUR DAY
Hehe.. i noe lame.... over here labour day has past aniwae.. n it wasnt a public holiday for us then... so much of them being slack... it wasnt a university holiday... my poor darling today still got to do duno wad battery duty.. -_-
many of us has alwaz been saying it doesnt seems like we r in uni... seriously i tink so too.. the word i m a uni student seems so far-fetched... hmmm.. yer exams n deadlines r coming up every week.. n so fast its already like 2mths plus since i m here.. n now is already MAY! -hooray- another 1 mth plus i be flying home for my holiday... I MISS U SINGAPORE! *grinx*
hmmm.. o well recently mani tings had been happening.. but with all the workloads veri quickly everything is forgotten... one should look 4ward n not stop to look back... tis few days i realized I do not have to worry about tmr... worry about my future.. all these r not in my hands.. i cant control, but juz do my part... it was mentioned somewhere in the bible that says that I do not have to worry about tomorrow, because God will provide.. yer... I do not hv to.. y do i hv to stress myself... stress my darling 2 tink 4 our future... let mi juz tke 1 step at a tym... finding e way to do tings i m comfortable with...
hmmm... i hv a change of plan aft wad my parents n my darling say... yeah... will tell u guys when tym gets nearer..........

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