Monday, August 29, 2005 {♥} 8:07 AM
Meaningful Msg Today
The Lord is our close and faithful companion throughout our entire life.
"In my deepest night He is the guiding star; in my sinfulness He is the forgiving heart; a willing ear for each silent prayer, a shoulder for burdens I cannot bear. Sweet company from now through all eternity."
We can enjoy His sweet company today. —Anne Cetas
In my bed of thorns, He is the fragrant rose;In my wilderness, He's the stream that flows;A shelter built with loving grace,His refuge shall be my dwelling place. —Krippayne© 2002, New Spring Publishing, Inc./Chips and Salsa Songs

Friday, August 26, 2005 {♥} 10:50 PM
i juz wana thank Lord for everything! my grades.. my family... my bf tay william.. my gd nice frenz tt i hv now, no more disputes once again..
however.. tink i m fine n everything.. no longer stressed n suffering from depression tt all my appetite are cuming bck man! oh no.. Lord i wana lose weight .. control my diet n my appetite.. i dun wan gain back all the weight i hv lost the past 3 wks ... *sobz*..

Thursday, August 11, 2005 {♥} 6:48 PM
i m losing myself... searching for who m i... i no longer can relate to anyone... no longer want to share my inner self to anyone.. no longer want to tok to anyone... i m moving away from the crowds... i m tired..... i dun wish to be held on by anyone... dread pple asking mi how m i.. i m feeling lonely... i dun wish to, but i hv to... u will nv understand.. leave me alone...

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 {♥} 8:36 PM
the sadest ting is not to lose luv... but trust..
.....i shall 4gif.....

Saturday, August 06, 2005 {♥} 11:02 PM
Never a trial that He is not there, Never a burden that He does not bear; Never a sorrow that He does not share—Moment by moment, I'm under His care. —Whittle
Today, I met up with Zixun, Jasmine, Pauline and Ben... Hmm.. long time no c pauline n zixun le... We went Umbrella to chill.. nice place to chill out.. lol.. much beta than Indochine? haha! hmm pauline had not change much afterall was not like what others had mentioned about her.. Hmm guess we should not anyhow judge people till we see the person with our eyes lo... Zixun ne.. still e same dressing always so pretty... She should have actually studied to be an image consultant and not beautician lo... *tsktsK*... but she sae it was too ex to study tt... sigh hopefully she will man she has a gd sense of dressing and all her clothes are not those kind of damn ex wan lo.. she just commented that to dress oneself up, one need alot of accessories.. hmmm... so great to meet up with them.. i guess no matter how they change who they becme or are in future they are a special friend to me... people whom I will always cherish.. for they are true n with them you are in another world, not a competitive world.. but a world of trueness n u juz wan to share and hear them talk.. miss u pple (zixun, jasmine, grace, s.k, pauline, yingying)..
I am thinking should i go and be manager...? so tempted man!!! but no time how?!

Monday, August 01, 2005 {♥} 11:25 AM
i m tired n lost... haiz... so sian to update blog... maybe i wan follow serene stop blogging 4 e tym being.. finish my work today for lab management waiting for 3rd meeting which will be starting at 1.. haha! haiz.. i m so lost redoing my whole proj again? dun feel like redoing but cnt dun do otherwise how to write thesis? then choosing cell type.. do not know wad to choose.. shall follow God's voice in me as well serene's advice.. Thanx serene 4 ur advice...
hmmm.. too mani tings recently... i tink muz be more optimistic n not be so sensitive and paranoid... mani pple sae i tink too much le... but tt is me... cant stop tinking... i will get depression sia if tis continues... i wana avoid... avoid everything... juz slp close my eyes and dont have to face anithing... i m tired n shacked.... Lord help me...

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