Monday, June 27, 2005 {♥} 9:57 PM
Dardar went in again le yest .. spend almost e whole weekends with him.. Yest he came church with me, and he told me!! He told me he felt as if the message was actually meant for him.. God is actually speaking to him and he felt so.. Oh my.. I m so happi....! May Lord continue to guide him and lead us thru... Well hope he can at least come for cell every sunday.. don't expect much from him when his mum also wan tym from him.. I cant be bad gal la.. But kinda possesive over him oops..
Hmm today sch starts.. so sian... sigh starting of with a proteomics UT was bad... the test was easi.. but the word limit sux man.. But heck la.. i alwaz write over word limit de.. oops.. haha.. hmm... long way more to go for studying.. Kind of hope working life comes faster.. but when i start working i tink i will find myself old and miss sch days.. i beta cherish now!!

Thursday, June 23, 2005 {♥} 8:25 AM
I do not like the idea of being controlled of my life.. my plans in life! i made my plans, i execute it, there is nothing in this world that is greater that I have to sacrifice my plans unless it is God's plan, God's stuff...
I am responsible for so many things... No one can understand me, if you do not simply put YOURSELF in my shoes, in the type of life i am having, in the ENVIRONMENT i m living.. God do not put everyone in a same life, same family, same richness, same dreams... Thus do not alwaz break into people's timing and ask for unreasonable sort of timing! If you are really so good in organising! Prove it! Tell me the timings that you want... My time is precious UNLIKE YOURS!!!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005 {♥} 3:02 PM
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education: You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sunday, June 19, 2005 {♥} 12:50 AM
time KIND OF flies... it has been a week that I have not seen my darling william le... hmm.. kind of used to the life, though with sort of the hoping and missing him tingling feeling in me... been busi with my life.. guess I am really actually occupied and I can find no time to go and think so much.. Lord has actually help us through so far.. May God continue to guide him in NS and let him love God more and deeper and more truly... Hopefully on the coming sunday he can come church with me... hmmm...
Today went car driving, met up with kitty, wenyan and sham about the FYP... so basically they just told me what i need to do.. guess I have lots to do man... sigh... hope to end this project asap... what acetylcholine receptor being bind my the nicotine ... find le also canoot do much as if finding a drug to inhibit this receptor is so easi.. how can we actually prevent cancer man!! dun c e link.. arggh.. rubbish...! shhhhh....
ok after that i went walk walk with wenyan.. we saw tis 6 yr old playing hillsongs with drum.. so cool can!! i m so amazed this small boy plays the drum so well!! wad a gift Lord has given to him.. wad bout me.. wads my gift... i m still unsure...
went meet my sec frenz aft tt... so long nv come out eat and tok le... didnt expect to gather so mani pple.. it juz happens tt so mani of dem are around den we all agther together.. but i left early coz i wan go home wait 4 dardar phone call...
its also a gd ting la... no dardar but i still hv my frenz to accompany me and like tok and recap my memories of e past.. tym flies.. pple chaneg.. all of us change.. from looks to character... all of us are more stable and settled not like last tym those 'childish' us?? hahaha...
Life is alwaz changing, I may be thinking too far.. But everyday passes as if like a wink of an eye... I muz realli cherish all e moments I have....

Monday, June 13, 2005 {♥} 8:05 AM
i m so sad.....
i miss u so much my darling... sobz.... sigh.... so lonely without him... but his mother actually accompanied me out for shopping on saturday so that i will not think so much... never buy much though... juz tt she bought me some aromatherapy candle with the solution (peppermint & orange) , and the stand... tt cost like 30plus... dun wan her pay coz she treat me to a sumptous dinner... but she insist on paying for me.... so thankful, yet paiseh.. lolz...
hmmm.. its been a long time before i blog le.... lolz... life is so sad for me now.. looking forward to 24th June... the nite that he will book out... hope he is coping fine in there..
Lord, may you bless him with wisdom, strength and health to continue and cope up with his life in there and that he can acheive his goal, if it is your will Lord... May you also give me and auntie the strength and will to adapt to this new life Lord.. May he always pray sincerely with a true heart to you Lord... Amen!

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