Sunday, March 27, 2005 {♥} 10:31 PM
sigh.. FYP is seriously driving mi crazy.. can sumone out der juz pull mi out of tis shit.. damn!! i mke sure i will finish tis proj by e end of tis hols man.. otherwise it is a big burden n dread for mi!! sigh.. dun even noe whtehr i did enuf... argh!! luckily i finish my PP report n hv submitted it.. but i hv not start doing e board presentation.. dun even noe when can i start working n get dwn to it...
hmm results were back 2 days ago.. veri happi with e results probably the best I have done so far, GPA 3.5.. but i wasn't in the top 5%, so competitive man.. haiz... but i doubt i can maintain at tt standard at 3rd yr le lo.. tis yr will be so a busi yr for mi le.. sigh.................
wenyan asked mi y i keep sighing.. bcz der r too mani tings tt gona happened n too mani tings to be done.. juz cant stop sighing.. but dardar told mi sae tt I alwaz worry bout hose tings tt i do not have to worry bout.. guys r juz lidat they tke tings easi.. probably tt y it explains Man from Mars, Women from Venus?? lol...
dardar going NS tis June le.. hmm.. well guess i will occupy myself with sch work, tuition, driving if then i hv yet to complete and also go out with frenz tt i hv not been catching up with.. lolz.. like trying to avoid lidat.. actually no la.. coz i m a person easily depressed, n tt dardar not der 4 mi i sure veri wad de.. so i muz occupy myself with tings i like to do n need n wan to do... lolz..
so busi tis yr no more hols bcz of advanced dip.. bcz of tt i doubt i can go for the missionary trip in June, annual church camp in end of november as well as guitar classes organized by my youth group .. darn!! so fan so fan.. hopefully i can quickly get out of tis shit...
today dardar went church with mi, today is easter day, resurrection of Jesus Christ.. hopefully he was touched by e holy spirit somewhat somehow... hope Lord will alwaz work in him.. haiz.. aniwae.. aftwhich he went with some of my bible study grp play pool n my younger bro too... lolz.. quite a nice day.. but mi n him were shacked aft everything.. wanted meet aft dinner again.. but guess each of us were juz too tired le... lolz..
guess i will end here le... quite tired too.. hmm juz hope Lord will guide me thru my life and I will nv leave Him no matter under wad circumstances as He is my forever love and eternity saviour.. may every closed people of mine understand His greatness, His love, and how He guides...

Tuesday, March 22, 2005 {♥} 7:43 PM
lol... so happi today... i had actually spent my whole day at SSDC today lo.. hee.. went for many theory trial practice and test.. then went for my final theory test today.. hopefully i pass man.. dun wan waste 6bucks.. 6 bucks oso money ma.. i pay my pract till i wan die le la.. sigh if money can auto come in man.. jeeZ... most importantly i finally went for my pract lesson today.. so happi!! lol i drived the car round the whole circuit thurning here and there changing gears.. lol.. manage to finish 4 subj today kekeke... i tink went u realli start driving it kinda veri luan la.. u muz c tis u muz c tt... guess i still not used to it.. cant wait till the day i realli passed n hv e confidence driving man!! argh.. i wan finish asap ...!!!
tml no lab again.. i can go my swimming le.. hooray!

Monday, March 21, 2005 {♥} 12:23 AM
hmm.. just feel lie changing skin.. lol.. hope it looks nice yah... sigh.. tis week will be a busi week 4 mi again.. hmm.. tis 2 days got meet dardar... dar dar bought mi a piglet bedroom slipper yest... so CUTE!! haha... *muackZ* dardar.. recently i been so broke.. hai my dardar hv to pay for my so mani tings.. so sori... mke mi feel so bad n guilty.. sigh realli no $$, the dricing license is drainign my savigns.. but wad to do.. i wan drive ma.. cant wait to tis tues.. my first practical lesson.. yes slow.. but is my 1st tym in the driver seat where the car is IN MY CONTROL!! haha!
sch tml again.. tink recently i hv to cut den my spending on food.. no $$.. hlp mi..

Your Brain is 80.00% Female, 20.00% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Sunday, March 20, 2005 {♥} 11:42 PM
You Are The Group Gossip



You love your friends...
And you love to talk smack about them
And frankly, you just love to talk in general
You're definitely the one to go to for the dirt!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Thursday, March 17, 2005 {♥} 11:52 PM
sian.. parents everyday nag nag nag... sigh.. i wan freedom... haiz.. y r der red ants arnd in my hse... feel so pissed.. no sweet tings no food y r they arnd.. stupid weather.. i dun like my room arrangement sia.. i wan a new room.. i wan a change of environment.. lol.. i tink when i grow up i m a person who will alwaz wan move hse..
proj proj proj!! they are driving mi nuts!! tke up my whole holiday.. forcing mi to quit my lifesaving course.. NO LIFE AT ALL!! shito! sigh.. so mani tings to research.. my PP report too big.. duno how compress ani further le.. how??!! i need $$ to complete my class 3 license.. sigh when can i get my license?! aiyoh recently so mani tings duno how describe.. i shall juz leave my tym to God... to let God lead n guide mi thru.. my temper recently isnt gd.. sori if i offend ani1 of u all.. sigh.. i m so stressed n screwed up..

Tuesday, March 08, 2005 {♥} 10:10 AM
arGh.. sneezing so badly now... stupid sinus.. bugging mi again.. hmmm yeah finally finish all the tests for year 2... dun wan tink bout e results le.. cant be bothered le.. aniwae still thank Lord for leading mi so far.. I luv my darling and my family... =)

Sunday, March 06, 2005 {♥} 10:40 PM
tried hard to accept the way u r.. tried hard to ignore the calling.. tried hard to just love u without thinking of ani consequences.. but i just dun feel the peace at all... i do luv u... but is God gracious 2 us? u may curse n swear at Him, for making life so difficult for us.. but it is not tt way at all... He is a wonderful God.. who luvs us truly.. out heart, mind and soul priority should be Him.. wadeva we do He is n should alwaZ be in our mind, our focus, our goal.. wadeva we do we should glorify His name.. sigh.. will u eva understand tis importance.. i guess u will not.. coz u dun seem willing to sincerly sit dwn n hear.. i tot we were juz difference apart bcz of tis.. but it seems not.. the way u do tings n everything juz dun seem to be a stable n sum1 tt i can settle dwn with.. I do luv ya alot.. but ur goal ur future sort of ting is so diff frm mi.. u feel tt u seem 2 fail everything n u r so sick n duno how 2 climb up.. tt is where u failed, n how u failed.. if u dun learn n climb, u will nv grow.. all these r juz part and parcel of life.. i know it myself.. i have experience it b4 where everything seems 2 go wrng n the whole world seems 2 be crumbling onto mi.. but i learn and pick myself up and grow... can u?! u juz curse n swear n slp off to avoid these.. but i m telling u.. the moment u wake up u hv to face all these truths n facts! n bcz u nv deal with it asap.. tings bcme worst! n when tings bcme worst u hv worst consequences to face n again u will juz curse n swear.. sigh.. when will it ever end.. pls do tings and consider its consequences.. not juz avoid like a COWARD..! USELESS BUM!

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