Monday, January 31, 2005 {♥} 8:07 AM
Some people know that Jesus Christ is the only way to heaven, and they plan to trust in Him someday. Yet they keep putting it off. They may have good intentions, but that won't bring salvation.
As Christians, we may say that we want to grow closer to the Lord, but somehow we don't make the time to read the Word of God or to pray.

sigh... how true some things maybe...

duno what may be in e future.. i juz simply hate changes!




Sunday, January 30, 2005 {♥} 10:30 PM
MY GRADES ARE SERIOUSLY SUCKY.. I HATE TO SEE IT!!

can anyone teach mi how put songs i wan in my blog??

Currently listening to: Bread -IF ( so sad........)

Friday, January 28, 2005 {♥} 2:55 PM
my grades sux they are dropping!!

should i go church or should i not..
shit the worldy desires that is stopping me from doing things.. sigh.. i wan to follow and be a goody gal.... Lord help me....

Wednesday, January 26, 2005 {♥} 7:26 PM
why do people just sleep and can dun bother about anything???!!!
Sigh.. no words can described my agony and my anger now... hmm... y does he always have to do things to make me angry.. after tis 1 yr plus of relationship he is telling mi tt i dun understand him.. as if he does!! *rolling eyes* promised n wanted mi 2day.. den sae he skip lects to meet mi then i sae dun wan.. den he nv reply my msg animore! called him he nv picked up.. and no msg still!! then 4 plus he finish sch i called him he picked up.. he sae phne new duno how msg.. wad excuses tt when he can jolly well msg mi in e morn.. wad the hell is wrng man.. nvm.. afterwhich he ask wan meet.. i sae i haven study my UT for tml.. den he sae ok lo u go study.. den i sae i still very angry tt he like nv msg mi to tell mi wad is his plan or anithing lo!! den he turn back and throw temper at mi.. wad the hell!! so he went home.. den i mood beta called him ask wan meet he sae later then sae later then sae.. later aft my dinner den sae.. called himaft dinner he slept!!! sae he veri tired.. FREAK LA!! wad the hell.. dun wan meet juz sae.. EXCUSES , EXCUSES ...... u r tired so AM I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
does he ever has mi in his heart? everything has change.. wads the change i simply duno......

Tuesday, January 25, 2005 {♥} 1:41 PM
so sian.. how i wish lesson can end now.. hmmm call dardar.. dardar no pickup.. hmm tink he go buy hp le... *so jealous* i oso wan change phone sia.. *sobZ*
frend was juz asking mi bout going out before cny.. as coach wan treat us makan.. but i wont be going le.. coz i already not in team ma.. i quit e cca le... didn't noe they didn't realize.. but they never ask me ma.. sigh.. yer is veri wasted.. but aniwae i stay inside also not happi.. like wadeva i do the coach oso c mi bu shuang.. so yah lo... dun bother le..
had my immuno test this mornin.. can do lo e test.. but oso duno how results will turn out to be.. hopefully not bad.. bcz afterall i hv screwed up my UT2... yer lo... so sian sia mi.. haIz...


y do some pple juz able to skip sch like nothing.. n cme sch without knowing much.. might as well dun cme.. dun waste e sch fees n stuffs..

Monday, January 24, 2005 {♥} 1:00 PM
its brk now... but need do research.. frenx go talk.. so blogging first.. muz slack awhile loLZ.. ;P
hmm.. daddy went my sch for the talk bout Monash uni thingy... parents really wan mi go.. but in exchange of them initially they keep nagging bout mi not studying, spending so much tym on work and going out with dardar.. sigh.. i nv go out much with him ma.. onli meet him like thrice a week? but aniwae reason out tings with them le.. so yah everything is beta le.. =)
dardar long ago noe i going Monash le.. he veri supportive but ah he scared i reach der will ditch him lo... (dardar.. muz hv more faith in mi okie; no matter wht happens God has already plan our road, just as long as we stay close to each other heart can le okie.. =)), aniwae hmm.. he also need go NS ma.. so like ok lor.. by the tym i come bck he also almost finish his NS liao le ma..
jeeZ.. he also worry i go over duno how tke care myself.. coz over here i do not eat my regular meals, so he dun trust mi tt i will tke care myself...
wadeva obstacles tt came between us, it did not cause us to fall, it onli strengthen us, to hold our hands tighter, n overcome it 1 by 1...
went for work over the weekends.. so tiring.. my legs ache like wad sia.. sheesh! damn it, 2 more weeks to go.. hopefully he can come fetch mi everytime.. den i no need go home myself.. so tired sigh..
more tests are coming.. n soon it will be CNY.. jeez.. i wan jian fei, so wear the clothes can nice nice ma.. sigh.. so hard to jian fei de lo.. *soBZ* then he keep forcing mi eat also, sae cnt dun eat.. haiZ..... how slim dwn ma.. still wan bring mi go eat jalan kayu prata.. luckily i sae i dun wan eat tt wan eat ban mian lo.. otherwise the oil inside, OH NO!!! lol...
i guess i beta go do my work le..
*yawnz*

Wednesday, January 19, 2005 {♥} 1:04 PM
I JUST ATE A BOTTLE OF M&Ms!! FEEL SO SINFUL.. DARN!!~~ *soBz*

itS in e early morning now.. hmm having med tech today, but teacher not here yet, so dun bother and juz come on to blog.. juz finish updating my template with all my frenz add.. for afterall LIM WENYAN did not delete, (at least she is smart enuf to do tt..) *oops* ahhahaha!
so sian.. yest kinda quarrelled with him.. n he did not call nor msg mi tis morning.. sigh.. so mani obstacles are coming our way.. we keep on quarreling for practically anything.. with his grandma's condition he gets even more agitated easily.. but sigh.. wad can i do?! like as in i noe as tym goes we have less and less tym for each other le liao.. bcz i will need to rush for my proj, work, and study, and also if i do register for my driving license i need go 4 tt.. sighed.. so like how?! den in june he going NS le.. bu shi more no tym for each other... haiz.. duno.....
stupid teacher so weird up till now hv yet to cme... hmmmm... zhe me ban, y suddenly everything dun seems right wor... haiz...

Tuesday, January 18, 2005 {♥} 7:19 PM
hAHA!! Yeah i finally change skin liao!! so nice... haha.. TANKEW LIM WENYAN.. lol.. ok anibody who is seeing this blog now.. do mi a big FAVOr!! add ur blog address in the tagboard.. 4 i guess i have lose it all.. oops... PLS tankew so muchY..
hmm.. haha, nxt tym i noe who to find to change my blogskin liao when i get bored.. wenyan u noe wht to do haha!
hmm its been yrs since i update my blog.. so mani tings is happeing duno wht to start frm.. I shall sae wht i am vex bout now, i m so vex whether to go take private for car license or take sch... i so poor can, dun dare open mouth take $$ frm parents ma... *soB* dardar supposed to pei mi go SSDC de.. but he having headache now slping.. *saded* -should i go myself??- *wondering* sigh.. so fan.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz...
mi i tink suan quit volleyball le bahz.. juz want concentrate on my studies as well as $$ lo.. yer.. den watch my diet so i wont gain weight.. CLARISSA KHOO WAN JIAN FEI can... sigh..
this thurs got microbio UT.. cant screw up le.. past 2 UT sux 2 e core lor... sobbed... sigh... er i 4get wan 2 sae le.. i shall end here.. ciaoz!

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