y does things alwaz not turn out right??! where r my frenz? y cant i have a person to talk to when i m dwn? if onli i can go bck to sec sch life where life is more simple, and not so hard for me and i just have all my true frenz... whom are str-forward and you noe wad they are thinking.. i m feeling so lost again... agin n agian... y??! have i taken the wrong route again.. NO!! i believe i m on the right route!! so wad if i m a stubborn, n attitude, n all sorts of bad points gal i m who i m.. dun like mi dun be my frend.. i dun wan a fake frend!! GET LOST!!! where r u siewkee, zixun, yingying, pauline, grace and jasmine..........

life suddenly become so busi worx.. so packed with tings.. luckily my 1 mth hols coming otherwise BONKAS worx.. is like so mani tings i dun wish to explain.. i just wan live 1 day by another... was toking to my dar just now.. he was right.. life is like a hike up a mountain.. many small hills and big hills to overcome, i m now on 1 of the hills, and I have reach my top, now i m slowly descending down to conquer my next hill, my next point of life. No wonder people say humans change, it is all because of the surrounding factors affecting you causing you to change with it, it is not that I want to change but things around me mould me to be a different person each time. I am slowly descending, 1 step at a time from this hill, through this descend, I might cause problems for the people with me, thus causing them to hate me and bad mouth me.. but I do not care for when I go up the next hill, I will have a different group of friends.....