is hIs msn nick 4 mi i m confused.... maybe noT confused but takEn aBack.. afTer so lOng.. seeN hIm a Few daYS bacK.. waS stIll awkwaRd wiTh each other.. the weird Thing is that b4 he hv his present nick he alwaz put his name as his nick.. y this time this waY.. if it is reallie meant 4 mi.. well.. old tings dun go new n beta tings wont come.. i did dui bu qi ta.. but he oso dun wana turn bk n is so cold towards mi de.. so we r quits .. dun wana tink bk...
dun care le.. juz wan concentrate on my present life ... as i will be veri busi lohZ.. sch reopening again loHz... haiZ...

todae is tHuRs... on tues after games tryout went 4 volleyball training.. n damn.. i overstrain my back muscle.. coach sae i nv warm up properly n i guess so.. damn is damn the pain lorx.. i really cried lorx... den my nan ren xia dao... haha! but after eating painkillers den i recovering le.. but guess wad yest my frend haha he on tues luf at mi den yest he himself kena again.. he was at his recovering stage den he injured on the injury again.. guess itS realli pain.. haha garY u veri kelian horx.. luf at mi somemore la.. now c how long u going need to recover le... ben dan!! ahahhahahahaha! keke k la u beta tke gd gd care k... =)
hMm.. todae went sch guzheng.. lao shi sae i slim dwn again.. yeah!! haha actually i dun tink so maybe is i grown tanner looks fitter so "LOOK" as if got slim dwn.. but actually nv.. muahahhahahaha!!! clarissa wana sell laptop so tt can buy new laptop, who wana buy her laptop... *hurhur* I WAN NEW LAPTOP!!! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP! NEW LAPTOP!

lalallalalallaa... lOLz... hahaa... trying to say something to start.. keke... wahZ i damn hot sia.. this few days the weather sux lor... realli lorx.. i damn freaking hot sia.. every second keep sweating.. damn~~ hmm.. this week and next week scehdule is packed.. due to the orientation.. but when finish everything will be fine lo.. keke...so let mi just sustain myself thru this 2 weeks.. yeah... c myself so active i oso shuang.. lidat ah can be under the sun den can get tanned... now i growing fairer dun quite like it.. make myself like so ba ba.... if i tanned ah makes mi look fit... muahahhahahaha!!
nowadaes i realize alot pple have been regularly reading my blog... hmm.. liek the blog is alive!! hahaa! but ah.. these anonymous pple ah.. ur can be nice to tag on the tagboard rite.. siGh... kekekekekkekekkee!!
tml need go sch 4 the tryout of games den after that got volleyball.. yeah!! haha... now is the start i veri enthu.. but duno whether i will slowly lose the interest.. sometimes dun like myself 4 1 thing, my interest 4 something fade fast esp when i c something better.. no good no good... but on the other hand can be good as like that means i am very adaptable to new changes.. i duno.. i dun like my life so stagnant nothing new everyday is the same routine.. i dun like at all... yeah loRx....
hmm.. all the grades all come out le.. my final results oso out.. yuP i m happi with my results hopefully i can get top 5% again.. dun wana disappoint my parents abnd myself... yup the results were beta den wad i expected so yup gd la.. den dad changing my laptop... after my complains haha!! but ok la.. he c my results lidat he oso willing to change 4 mi.. yeah yeah yeah!!! but he sae muz sell my laptop awae first.. damn hope got buyer sia.. cant wait to get a new one.. hate to wait!!!!

yeSt went beach with serene richmond they all... whoa long time never gather... whose fault, serene.. she dun wan go i oso dun feel like going... oopS sound as if i dun hv her will die lidat.. muhahahahhaha! nahz... got her wont feel so left out... hmmm.. duno how explain la... but had a great time yest.. went play at the sea, den suntan... now i m red all over and is damn pain lorx when touch... duno how is serene feeling.. but i like the colour veri nice.. haha! today went work... so boring... beginning to feel sian le.. dun feel like working den hoping money will roll into my bank lol... guess wad i joIn volley ball le... partly bcz of myself i wan to go into sports, guess i have enuf of adventure.. i was thinking wad sport, den on mon met up with my sec frenz.. one of them is into volleyball at NP, so from her description and stuffs abit influence... was toking 2 serene den she oso sae our sch sports most active is volleyball so wahz makes mi more like joining le lorx... loLz... thus went training today... had a great time really!! hope i can enter the sept IVP ... hope la.. the coach was telling mi hope to c mi on the next practice hopefully to train mi up to get into the IVP, coz he sae i counted as quite tall then haha!!!!

just fnish work... came home not long ago n finish bathing...
siGh.. today work suX.. promoter life hard to past.... damn!! somemore this coming week i m schedule to work wed, thurs, fri, sat n sun.. Wad the lorx wad kind of schedule is thIs man.. haiZ... but guess wad the world is damn small lorx... i found my pri chinese tution mate! Clarence Wee Ee Xi.. loLz... he never change much lorx tt y could recognise him... i heard his name mention but i didn't noe it was my tt pri tution frend.. last time we all quite close de veri mischievious de.. ahahhaa! u wont wana noe wad he had done sia.. loLZ.. but his chi real sux 2 the core... kekeke.. den i saw him den i sae his name out den he sae is u ah.. den sae how i found tis job.. lolZ,... small small world.. oso duno y he tis rich kid wana work... loLZ
juZ now my dar go fetch mi from work to eat dinner ... he didnt wana come de.. coz his frend need him to help with coaching for swimming.. but in the end rain so he came n meet mi.. was veri pissed tt he couldnt make it in the first place but aniwae he came... but when he came his face was very black damn black all the way back to hougng mall den i joke with him den he sae he veri tired den i keep playing n joking den he smiled... but aft dinner, we went walk walk den i saw this shop tt sell cute things so i stop to c wad i can get for my frend's bdae.. den his face slowly turn bck den keep rusing mi... den haiz.. i already veri fast le.. i veri luan duno wad 2 buy.. u noe, gals shop 4 tings sure long de ma.. i spent like 10mins 2 pick up 2 tings lorx.. den his face totally black.. den i ask the person hlp mi wrap so tke up another 5 - 10 mins wahz this time he super turn off liao lorx he was standing outside the shop almost dozng off, when i finish n went to him he just pick his bag and walk off hastily lorx... tt kind of face he gave me... sheesh!! i noe he is tired but haiz.. i duno.. maybe PMS la.. i oso sian la real sian le... i m tired le... sick n tired..... aft tt he sped his bike all the way 2 my home lorx ... aft tt no msg or phne call frm him.. well up 2 hIm le la.. i noe i m not at fault lorx.. i didnt do anything wrng de... sheesh! wan also he come sae sori..

-slacking.bored.sucky.sick.tired-
jEez inexpressible feelinGs in mI.. DarN!! i M feeLing depRess?! for noThinG.. the kind Of feeLing tT u r doWn bUt u do noT knOw wHy and waD u waN 2 dO to chEeR u Up..
ended ALC chalet this morn, yeah indeed iT was rather oK noT bad, ALC spirit was there when it comes to nigHt cyclinG!! coOl~ buT tt is the lasT acTiviTy of ALC AY03/04.. sounDs sad? yeah i m sad boUt it.. its the end.... the end... we MCs are not going to be MCs of ALC next AY.. welll, gOod things dont last otherwise where will it be memorable.. liFe is all bout trying new things to me I feel. oFten people told me to specialise in something be good at something, but I acT and ThinK otherwiSe I just wanT to try out every sinGle biT of things in the world, touCh and go? something like that.. MAYBE, I have the feeling in me that next AY i am going to go into sports... Badminton? Tennis? Volleyball? well i don'T know.. iT all depends..
Juz hate myself sometimes for one thing, I don't do things alone, I cant go into somrething where I have no frenZ inside.. UNLESS i have a STRONG FEELING in that thing and i just want it, I can't be bothered with the rest.. weLL tt is me juZ mi... when i want soemthing doen I will want it done in the best way, if not i slack and don't do... iS thiS good or bad, I don't know..
Future seems so dark and mistY... quick let the haze and mist subside so I can see the road ahead, otherwise i will be FaLLING....... FaLLING......... FALLING..... haiZ... wadssUp wiTh mi man... *soBZ* tOtaL sICk n SucKy... DARN!!

*yaWnZ* boring.. hmm.. last 2nd day of sch.. shld i come to sch tml... slacker lehz mi now.. *soBz*
yest mi nv come sch overslept.. but haha something great happen he came to my house to have lunch then my mummy cook for him.. yest my dad bout him to mi then just say as long as i am happi, n tt he is a guy who is righteous and treat mi gdgd can le.. then ask mi not to go for looks and wealth .. -yeah- approved by my parents le.. but erm.. still of coz must have limits la... alsO he recentlY has been toking alot bout God to mi .. duno he sae it out of his heart or sae it bcz he wana sae it.. well i still leave him to God, may God guide him thru yeah.. =)
mY gradEs hmmm.. oK loRx not bad.. but still lets waiT for the finals yah.. ha! keep tis updated ciaoz!!!

Okie.. change blog Skin le.. do everyhing again le.. haiZ.. hOpefulLy can Like u noe hV mY inTerEst bK 2 tis bloG oF mine.. Hhahaha!!! Yeah... today last lesson of 1 module OF THE YEAR.. ahahahhha!! 4 more to go.. wads more last test of the annual year!! yeah yeah yeah!!! ahahahaha.. trying to be lame.. haiz. sian sian sian.. so mani tings in life i wana do.. but juz feel so tired internally.. u noe u noe the feeling.. siGh... i damN slacK todae... hOpefuLly teacher lenienT gIf evry 1 A den ShIok ah!! ahahahhahaha..
DaddY gOinG malaysiA today .. sunday den cme bk.. damN.. He sO lonG nV leaVe the hoUse tO ovErseAs, Now he leavInG hOrx.. feEl so GuaI.. DunO How It wiLL be BacK at Home latEr tOniTe.. lAtEr afTer tEst GoT mEetinGS!!! jEeZ.. deN afT tt gO mEEt mY naN reN.. Hmm hmmm.. ahahhaa!! keeP tIS uPdatEd ciaOZ... =P